Jul. 27th, 2010

zanthess: (tear)
So many things going on in my head right now. Feelings are going like a roller-coaster speeding at twice the speed. I really wonder how much longer I can hold on to this. I feel like I am hurling forward in time and stagnating at the same moment. Learning all over again to enjoy the moments that I have now, and that the possibilities of joy in the future cannot be expected, but joyfully anticipated.

I just have to keep telling myself that God wouldn't give me these trials if he knew that I would fail. He believes in me, and so I must believe in myself. That is all I can do right now, so I shouldn't worry about things out of my control.


Mood music ahoy! )

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