Ugh...

Oct. 12th, 2010 08:42 pm
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Having pangs of loneliness. They come and go, much as with getting used to being unmarried. Dealing with some unwanted stress that has hit me full force in the face this evening, and I realize how nice it would be to just plop down on a couch with someone, watch some stupid show that requires no thought whatsoever, and just forget the world.

Also realizing that I really need to get a place of my own. Roommates are great, but their unannounced comings and goings get me a bit stressed.

I'm checking out an apartment tomorrow, hoping that things turn well and I can begin the move. I've even found a few pianos that I'm hoping to choose one and get it this weekend... but that all depends on finding a place.

Work is killing me. I thought I was prepared to do the 6:30am-3pm crap in exchange for my afternoon freedoms and whatnot, but all I want to do is go home and sleep. That never happens, and I end up wasting away my hours online looking at crap that doesn't really matter.

Ugh... and my ultimate pet peeve of having roommates and landlords that are sole people, not complexes. No privacy. Going through my things, going into my room, etc.

Just yeah... had to rant. I don't want to sleep in this house another day. My determination to move is growing exponentially. I hope it doesn't make it so that I won't come home tomorrow.

on 2010-10-13 12:40 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] perpetuallydry.livejournal.com
They go into your room and go through your things? That can't be legal...

I'm sorry you are down, sweetpea. None of it is forever, and I love you.

on 2010-10-15 12:36 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] zanthess.livejournal.com
It is a very strange situation I am living in. I was only supposed to be here 3 months... and then I was supposed to go back to my husband. I wasn't planning anything further than that.

I've been doing the transitioning to single life for a while now... It just hurts a lot at times.

on 2010-10-15 06:52 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] perpetuallydry.livejournal.com
I bet it does. I'm so sorry and I wish there was something I could say or do to help. You are always welcome to come visit. I would take real good care of you. :)

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