Pleh.

Had another argument last night. I had a panic attack in the middle of it and called my stepdad an asshole. He immediately left and would not speak to anyone.

I feel bad that I blurted it out, but damn, it felt good to let him know how I feel. I guess he is like a typical man and needs certain things spelled out instead of just expecting him to understand.

Jake has two interviews tomorrow, so here's hoping we can get out before this whole family falls apart.